July 2, 2013

Do I have
The blood of Lucifer
Running through my veins

I have a mind of my own
And question that which
I am told I must blindly

I think the bible is flawed
I question God
I want to kill my soul
And not have to live
In yet another place God created

Does that make me proud
Evil even
To want something different
For myself
To choose

Do I have the blood of Lucifer
Running through
My veins?

Are God and I same?
Are his plans mine too?

Do I have any to speak of?

And must I go to church
Each Sunday
And I read the bible
And shush the questions
It can’t answer?

Must I want
To live in heaven?

And is there such a thing
As free will?

And if so
Can I choose what I want
Over what God wants?

Or is that being Lucifer

And if I cannot choose
What I want to have
What will have I
To call my own?

Journal: Oct.26.2020
Made of Sand
Not Dura, but Alaminadura

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